August 2010
22 posts
“Life… is like a box of chocolates - a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift...”
– The X-files.
point of view.
hmm. i thought u didnt want to be straight because of the break up with gf ( the first love thingy ) but now i strongly believe that what happened between you and your bro when you’re six is what making you’re afraid to be with guys. i may not know exactly what happened but obviously you’re still haunted by it and i cant blame you for being a lesbian. i would have done the same...
argued with quite a number of lesbian yesterday. ive got a feeling that they want to kill me or something because they know im right and they are freaking wrong.
ive been rejecting a lot of girls’ advances and cant go out with them as i keep thinking of you. shucks.
Why,good question.
Somehow i knew you will get busy and start to ignore me. Not replying facebook messages. Not even telling me your Mother Tongue results and not telling me how your liver test went. Caring for someone is very tough work.
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you...
Dear guy in the mirror,
You really disappoint me. You suck.
Fifiq Oi
Day - care.
I did tumblr because someone told me to. The end.
Dear God,
please give me the strength to continue this but if it is not the right thing to do, please show me signs because at times , it hurts. Also, if I am not good enough for her , give her the courage to say that to me. Amin.
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy,... →
The songs keep changing every time but there’s always only one song at a time. Right now it is this song , Save Me by Remy Zero and i always play it over and over again till i get bored and search for a new song. And the cycle continues. Click on the title above to be directed to YouTube.
PS : i think its gonna change to Mario Winnans’ ”I don’t wanna know”...
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few...
I went to her house for the first time. Was suppose to just meet her downstairs for five minutes but yea things happened. I am proud that i actually had the courage to meet the whole family in her house. Yes, the whole family. O.O hahaha.
Day Keberape Tah - Short term goals for this month...
Alright . I actually wrote down what i wanted to do before National Service. Only a handful know about this. So right now the whole world is going to know.
Number One is to complete my bike license. Then…
Number Two is to work and get a bike. Then…
Number Three is to master Brazilian Jujitsu at this certain martial arts school at FarEast. Then..
Number Four is to groom myself up.
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Day Two.
No meaning really. I just like those very big words that no one heard before or use that often. Sometimes it gets the better of me, like my email .
i still remember the shape of your hands.: another... →
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name Day 03- A picture of you and your friends Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to Day06- Favorite super hero and why Day 07- A…