hmm. i thought u didnt want to be straight because of the break up with gf ( the first love thingy ) but now i strongly believe that what happened between you and your bro when you’re six is what making you’re afraid to be with guys. i may not know exactly what happened but obviously you’re still haunted by it and i cant blame you for being a lesbian. i would have done the same too if i were you. you feel safe around women.

And plus if you had accepted the request to hang out with me i would have told you something about me that may make your view towards me a little bit different. Hmm but yea i can see that you’re not interested to find out.

Anyways , your mum , a very sweet lady by the way, have been your pillar of strength all your life. usually that pillar is a man but yours is a lady. so yea. you seem to be very angry at your dad and your big bro anyways. the two men in your life that could have been your pillar of strength. this part here is crucial. yea yea faham2 uh sendiri.

And now you’re angry at me. That’s the last feeling i want you to have towards me. Annoyed at me? Yea maybe. Angry? Shouldnt have been. 

uhhhh k aku malas uh nak continue. i thought being nice and caring is a good thing. this is what happened when ur too nice i guess. people starts questioning your sincerity , like ur bestie. fuck it la. god have fulfilled the gay community’s prayers. im out.

And well, I ADMIT WHAT I TYPED OUT ABOVE MAY BE WRONG though. Im not a pyschologist. fuck this shit.